I just remembered that I got an adsense account when I started this blog. I never self consciously thought that this wouldn't be very popular, but I haven't made any money. It doesn't matter to me but I was looking forward to getting a 23 cent check from google. I haven't blogged recently anyway so maybe just maybe if I blog more frequently then maybe I'll turn things around. Google is such a great thing anyways, you can blog for free, use their search engine, maps and email.
Where was I going with this today? I totally forgot what I was going to say. Ok, wait something else has reached into my supple head. I just got a new monitor for my computer and it's great, it's 27inches and it makes me not like a real man but somewhere close to it. (I like to consider myself mostly boyish with a 5 0 clock ginger shadow) Anyways back with the monitor or maybe I was done with that. I guess there really isn't much to say about it really but it's nice, bright and in high def. Ok, maybe I need to reach further into my pumpkin patch.
What to blog what to blog. I'm working at future shop for the time being and my problem is that I feel that I'm not funny enough around the people I work with. The only funny that I'm getting is that I'm one awkward guy. I think that awkward is an overused word because people are afraid to call others socially inadequate. I'm mainly worried about it because of my interest in performing comedy. I just feel like I'm caught in a place where I'm not funny and people are all like, "You're a comedian you should be funny". That really isn't fair though, comedy is a weird thing because it's hard to be funny all the time but people expect the opposite. My problem might also be that I'm not currently doing stand-up or sketch comedy and doing that stuff is like having a muscle the more you train it the bigger and better it gets. I don't really know where I'm going with that. Woo I'm typing in italics now. Look at me ma, you said I'd never change. So I guess because I'm not exercising my funny it's a lot harder to do it. Otherwise I'll take the advice of an old friend and realize I'm not funny and I'll drop it all together. I went on stage once and I told people that I was quitting comedy and that I'd start a blog. So I guess everything works out. Hmm but I did mutate my views because I went from just wanting to get people to laugh to basking in the laughs and I grew an ego around that. I'm going to give it one more shot I think, but I'm going to start small and make people at future shop laugh then I'll hit the stages of small bars everywhere possible and hit them with power of my well defined comedy muscle and hopefully I'll leave after tickling their funny bones.
I almost feel touched by my own words, shit that's the ego talking again.
Goodnight internet and sweet dreams of kitty's flushing toilets and of Tiger Woods' facial deformities, goodnight
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